i believe that when one dreams, he/she can possibly connect with the spirits of the dead or the living once in the dream through way of the astral plane, or spirit world. adam is trying to tell you something from beyond, but your fear isnt letting him get through. dont run away from your problems, confront them as in your dreams. adam is trying to show you the truth behind his death. why it happened and what you can do to help his soul rest. he was an innocent...i believe he felt he had to die. like he had no other choice from something he found. he said he would return in his writings and this is how he is coming back...through you!
emily