Confuzed and seeking advice Date: Tue Jan 09 [10:41 PM] Posted By: Spooky (Spooly@net-lynx.com)
I am currently finding myself questioning religions and what they mean. My parents have crammed christianity into my head since I was a little kid, but ever since I had a pastor tell me it was ok to question and to explore myself did I come to wicca and "natural majic". I dabbled a bit in it and found it very very interesting, but my parents make me feel very weird and I found that a lot of rituals and what not have a lot preparation, of course I could be reading into everything wrong and misunderstanding a lot of stuff. Also I trouble speaking aloud in the rituals and I dont know why I feel like someone would hear me and walk in and be really freaked out. I have kind of a stage fright if you will towards it and If I could get some help with this maybe how to overcome my fear or any help on my situation. I understand a lot of you have been studying wicca and no probably a lot more than I. I am a 19 year old male I dont think that makes a difference but if it helps get a mental picture all the better.
